Monday, December 29, 2008

faceless.humbled

Got so much done today.  Learned a lot today.  I've learned so much about myself over the last week.  I've learned many of my strengths.  I've learned many of my weaknesses.  I've learned that I'm not as weak in areas that I thought I was.  I've also learned that I'm not as strong in areas that I thought I was.

I've always questioned my musical ability and my ability to produce good sounding music.  But, for the first time, I am happy with something I've done.  

At the same time, I've become increasingly aware that I am not doing so well in my battle with depression and loneliness.  That I had been lying to myself about how much better I am.  

But what that even led to was my appreciating things I haven't appreciated in a while.  Times with friends becomes more and more special.  

Cameron came to Charlotte today.  It meant the absolute world to me.  It was incredible.  We hung out.  Cameron listened to the mixes and was very supportive.  We ate Cook-Out - my new favorite restaurant.  He was even gracious enough to do background vocals on one song and he did a killer job on them.

I am humbled to have friends that good.  At the same time, my heart is heavy for others of my friends.  

Sleep time for now.  Another day of mixing tomorrow.  My heart needs rest.  My head needs rest.  My ears need rest.

I am a sleepy boy. 

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